Eric and Natalie leave a hotel in Brooklyn.
She was wearing the blouse he had bought her for her birthday.
That night, I realized that I had spent years sleeping next to a stranger and sharing Christmas dinners with another.
For four months, I kept that photo hidden. For four months, I smiled during Christmas dinner while Natalie sat next to me carving the turkey.
For four months, every time someone asked me how Eric and I were doing, I replied, “Everything’s fine.”
And now there he was, microphone in hand, announcing to the whole room something I had known for four months.
Everyone was looking at me.
They were hoping I would break down.
That she would weep inconsolably.
That I ran away from my own birthday party.
Instead, I stood up slowly.
I smoothed out my black dress.
And I walked towards her.
“Put down the microphone, Natalie.”
“No, my sister. Everyone deserves to know the truth.”
Her lip trembled, but she continued to smile.
“Eric and I love each other. We’re going to start a family. Something you’ll never be able to give him.”
A wave of sighs of astonishment swept through the room.
I felt like three hundred pairs of eyes were staring at my back. —A family— I repeated.
“Accept it,” he said. “You’ve lost.”
Then he raised his voice.
—This time, I won.