My sister became pregnant by my husband. Then she announced it over the microphone in front of three hundred people, right in the middle of our tenth wedding anniversary celebration.

He was thirty-eight years old.

He was a retired military man, and some habits never leave you.

The most important thing is this: never go into battle until you have all your ammunition ready.

I organized the party myself.

I chose the ballroom, the live band, the three-tiered cake.

I even had our initials embroidered on the towels.

Ten years with Eric.

Ten years.

That morning, I ironed his blue shirt myself, the one he always said was his favorite.

Natalie was my younger sister.

The baby I carried all around the house.

My sister, whose debts I paid off before our parents found out.

She arrived wearing a red dress, hugged me tightly, and whispered in my ear:

“I love you very much, little sister.”